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GAFilk appreciation post

Thanks to everyone at GAFilk this past weekend.  I had a really wonderful time.  From listening to Marc Gunn, The Blibbering Humdingers, and Robin W. Bailey for the first time, to swinging it out with Play it with Moxie and C. D. Woodbury once again, every note of music was a joy.  Please do click on everybody’s links above and give them your support and your ears!

Thanks to everyone who came to sing in all the circles (your fortitude, I am in awe) and who listened when it was my turn. 🙂

Thanks also to Mary and Betsy and Ryan for jumping up on stage with me, fearless as ever.  For all who like the new Stolen Season material, thank you for all of your sweet words about the concert!

Being Guest of Honor is like getting a present to me, and this one was pretty damn shiny. Thanks to Rob, the Suttons, and to mama Sharon and the con suite crew, as well as all my other friends and sometime caretakers.  Thank you all!

For those who are wondering, I did manage to get video and audio from Betsy’s and my performance of “Little Bird” sent to my friend’s widow in time for the memorial.  She says it was well received, indeed.  Thank you Zach and Brian for video, and thank you Harold for audio!

As for what happened on Saturday evening, if anyone ever questions me about the validity of my work again, all I have to say is “I’m sorry, have YOU ever raised $1200 at auction with two CDs and a five-minute hoop dance?”  I am still just flabbergasted, in the very best way. 😀

pic by David Weingart

pic by David Weingart

Fun fact: Moxie the cola still exists, and the Moxian bandmates were kind enough to let me try a sip last night.  Here’s how that went.

My tongue: oooh, this is interestiWHYYYYYYYY?!??

Amy McNally: I’m glad I let you try this, so I could see you make that face!

Thank you all again. 🙂  Homeward we go!

 

 

 

Spooky Sunday Earcandy

….that’s got to be a suitable band name for SOMETHING.  Depeche Mode/Cure tribute?

Anyhow, thank you all for putting up with my New!Album!Squee this weekend.  Thank you for all of your downloads and support and kind words.  I’m taking a break from that excitement for a moment to share something else I got to help record recently.  My friend Ben has committed himself to posting one new song a week for download, and this week’s treasure is one I got to take part in.!

It’s creepy, though.

But it’s Edward Gorey creepy, as opposed to Japanese horror film creepy.  So, creepy with spats, I suppose (and because this is Ben, a boss melody).

The song’s called “Little Emma”.  Think “Saint James Infirmary” meets Scandinavian fiddle tune that wants to be fit for New Orleans when it grows up.  Plus a creepy, creepy poem I wrote to be recited over the tune, in place of just coming up with a bass line.  Never underestimate your bandmates’ power to be completely off-the-wall.

Listen here.

BONUS:  I ran across a recording of the great Paul Frees today on Tumblr, thanks to the one and only Mr. Doctorow, and a blog called WhatintheWaltDisneyWorld.  It’s Mr. Frees’ outtakes from voice over sessions for the original Haunted Mansion ride.  Too much fun!  If you grew up watching oldschool cartoons and cartoon feature films, you’ll recognize Mr. Frees’ electrifying tones.  He was certainly one of the voices of my childhood.  This is delightful.

Listen here and shiver. 😀

What Ginger Had to Say

Sometimes you get lots of good reviews when you release a new project and watch it fly away.

Sometimes you get very little feedback.  Sometimes you get crummy feedback.

And sometimes, the very golden ticket of sometimeses, the true and soulful mentor of your heart and your craft writes the very first review you see, of this thing that you’ve poured all of your oomph into and are at last holding in your arms.

Here is what my beloved friend and teacher Ginger Doss sent to me after listening to the Stolen Season record for the first time.  I share it with you, not just because her high regard is something I treasure, but because her description is so visual and so rich that I must offer you a bite.

“I am supposed to be listening to your latest release with a critical ear, but I can’t.  The music and your voice rule my experience.  And that is my highest compliment.  Both in arrangement and mixing …I hear nothing I would change, nothing that could be better. I am just taken away by the music.

“This is the experience of listening to Stolen Season…

“You’ve just had the most awesome heart pounding, heart opening sex with someone you love more than life. You drift into sleep tangled in each other as a cool touch of air caresses the thin sweet sweat on your skin… and you dream… and in your dream you walk out onto a faded Southern porch with a big white rocking chair.  Pulsing through the landscape in front of you is a thick brown river heavy with rain from a recent storm. Moss hangs from ancient spreading oaks and honeysuckle scents the air.  You know someone special is there… and if you wait she will appear. You slide into the rocker and sip a sweet liqueur on ice that appears in you hand. A breeze takes you over and reminds you of someone, of someplace you ache to go. Shadows dance in the woods and tempt you to follow, but the gentle sway of the rocker lulls you into reluctance and a smile.  Eyes close as your soul fills with the satisfaction that can only come when its most distant waves have finally found the shore.”

 

Just a Stolen Season

The unmastered digital versions of all of the songs on the new Stolen Season album (aka my jazzy snazzy love child aka that thing that’s eaten my brain and my life for the past umpteen months) are now available.  🙂  I will be getting together my promo efforts over the next couple of weeks, working with my album design team and my mastering engineer for the actual CD release of this thing, and filming a release concert for you and for YouTube.   For now, here’s the basic, luscious, lovely audio, laid bare for your listening pleasure.  (That sounded a little naughty because it was.)

I hope you like what I’ve made. 😀

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Happy:  There’s a new Tricky Pixie concert on my schedule, for February 7th!

Get tickets here. 🙂

Wonders song art by Chaz for "Song of the Witches"

Wonders song art by Chaz for “Song of the Witches”

Less happy:  one of my best friends passed away on New Year’s Day.  His name was Stephen Jacob Bell.  I’ve known him half my life, and his widow, Anna, has been my friend for over ten years.  If you knew him as well, and this is the first time you’re getting the news of his passing, I am so very sorry.

Stephen was the spirit of kindness, in spite of his own physical and mental difficulties.  We met in college, and I have never known a soul so determined to stay sweet, regardless of what life threw at him.  He worked with a team who helped identify those who perished in New York City on September 11, 2001.  He worked to become a nondenominational minister and an advocate for alternative lifestyle people of all faiths.  He had a million inventions in his head that he wanted to get out into the world, and he had a million miles of love for everyone he called a friend.

There is a memorial fund going right now which you may contribute to, if you wish.

 

Full, Loved, Enough

Are you breathing today?  Are you centered and okay?

Loving Prana like you wanna, it’s the natural way.

Sister, look at your curves.

Never let me hear you say

“how I wish this ugly piece of me would melt away.”

We are down with the booty,

down with the breasts,

but we’re hatin’ on the belly and we never let it rest.

I fight it too, every day I forget to breathe,

turn away from the mirror and the strength I see,

but I come back around like a pop song.

I see the whole picture, and ain’t nothin’ wrong.

There is more than one healthy shape in this world.

If you’re good to yourself, it’s all good, girl.

-WIP, “Full, Loved, Enough” by Renée & Sooj, aka Zeze Oiseau

 

This is gonna sound incredibly sappy and saccharine, but it’s true.

I’ve had female friends (cis, trans, fluid, and more) of all sizes and shapes and sorts, all my life.  I’m fortunate to be someone who has a very hard time seeing ‘ugly’.  I don’t feel the need to judge.  I don’t make “beauty ideal” comparisons, not of people I care about.

That includes a whole lot of fans and a whole lot of friends. 🙂

It’s difficult for me to explain: not really seeing something that I just don’t see.

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New Year’s Blessing

Should you lose yourself in kisses

when the midnight bells begin to ring,

be careful with the wishes

that a midnight kiss is bound to bring.

May magic guard your footsteps

and your heart this coming year.

May all your dreams come calling

as you will and as you dare.

 

So mote!  Here’s to a happy 2015.  Thanks for a gorgeous year, everyone!

 

Close at Christmas

The Stolen Season album has taken me much longer to complete than I ever imagined it would, but my own preliminary mixes for the album are finished! I completed them on December 23rd. I’m waiting on feedback from a few trusted fellow engineers before I contact my mastering engineer and replication company.

I’m considering a soft digital release as soon as possible after I get feedback from my colleagues. Hopefully, that means I can have all of my final, FINAL mixes completed by New Year’s. When I do make that goal, I will post the unmastered version of the album and make it available for immediate download and purchase.

In the meantime, my photographers, visual artists, and layout artist are working with me on the design of the physical CD. If we bust our booties, and if my mastering engineer and replication company have room for my project in their work schedule, we’ll have the physical version of the album available by my birthday at the end of February.

Whew.

I hope you’ve had a Happy Holy Holly Day!  I have.

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My mother’s cats are every bit as sweet as my cats are. 🙂

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The Magic of the Season

The magic of the season is everywhere.  We can find it in all sorts of places, people, events, and things.  One way I find it is in the tradition of hanging up the Christmas tree ornaments my late father made. They are wooden ornaments which he turned on his lathe.  I was pretty small when he made them, five or six, and I’ve been delighted by them since the first time I ever saw them.  Dad’s been gone for ten years now, but it always gives me a lift to hold these simple, elegant ornaments in my hands.  Dad loved working with wood, and he created some truly beautiful things.  His wood shop was a magical place to me when I was growing up, and he was the kind of dad who would let me keep him company out there.  I have fond memories of watching him work, reading books to him while sitting on his work stool.  Most people remember my father as a music teacher, but a very special few have examples of his woodwork in their homes, their churches, and their lives.

No two of the ornaments are the same.  I took some photos of them after hanging them on my mother’s Christmas tree yesterday.  I hope they make you smile.

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Bring Back the Light


Now comes the Solstice Night 
I wish you safe and sound 
whether snow be light 
or heavy on the ground. 

Our hearts bring back the light 
as all the earth must do. 
May stars fill up our sight 
with wishes coming true. 

My wish this Solstice Night 
is grace and peace to you. 

Now comes the time of year
when shadow yields the throne,
the lords of Oak and Holly,
the dance that must be done.

Keep faith and keep your candle.
The sun is sure to rise
o’er the sleepy fields of winter,
bringing beauty to our eyes.

Counterpoint lyrics 
(inspired by “Shalom to You” by Carlton Raymond Young & Elise S. Eslinger) 

Shalom to you now 
Shalom, my friend 
May bliss and beauty 
bless you, my friend 
Through all your living 
and through your loving, 
winter hearth and home 
be your own Shalom.

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Upon this Solstice Night 
I wish you safe and sound 
whether snow be light 
or heavy on the ground. 

Our hearts bring back the light 
as all the world must do. 
May stars fill up our sight 
with wishes coming true. 

My wish this Solstice Night 
is grace and peace to you.